Dayam no more seniors. What do the people of OLY expect me to look at during skool now? Im not even gonna COUNT all the hott lookin ladies i'll prolly never see again, oh well its ok.

Dayam ive been in like a 24/7 pissy mood for like the past 2 weeks. Is it really juss finals? Or are people really gettin to me? Or are people simply juss changing, and well i know ive changed, so maybe me and those same people cant connect in the same way ne more. i dunno. Hopefully its juss finals..cuz ive been in a bad mood for awhile now and i dislike it. And i'd hate to have a summer where my own freinds get on my nerves, but its all good, like i said...prolly juss finals. At ne rate things are starting to get into my head, and well im not liking wats coming. A sadder side keeps ringing its ugly head...and its like GAW DAYAM! go away! yanno?-hah. I'll get better i will. This weekend i have ONE thing planned. And no, its not to hang out with the guys, or go out somewhere. Its more of something i should have done a long time ago.-hah. Shawn would know...its that thing ive been procrastinating to do....but i dont know if thatd really be a good idea. These days i can barely hold a conversation if one at all. My head juss goes blank when simply TALKIN to an individual. What's wrong with me? I've never been like that. I've always had something to say...weather it be totally dumb, pointless, watever....ive always had something. Now im juss...empty. I don't get me. watever.

The little things they always hang around
The little things they try to break me down
The little things they just won't go away
The little things made me who I am today
You wanna hate me know
But I won't stop know, cause I can't stop now


Good Charlotte - Little Things

Yet another song...juss 4 me.

Nite all. Be good.
posted by Philip at 11:10 PM

 
Skool was like..BLAH today. i dunno i juss wasnt in a good mood 2day. But by the end of 3rd period i was in a better mood. And after lunch i was back to being loud. hah its funny really...i notice that people almost EXPECT me to be hella loud like 24/7. i think sometimes people confuse "thinking" with them being "angry/sad" or watever. But thats not so bad...ur freinds are juss worried about u. Either that or they juss nosey and wanna know wats up hah.



If I were to walk till time saw no end.
If I were to climb till the air was too thin.
I could not find a picture fit the frame.
As perfect as you.
As perfect as you.

You showed me life and lived nothing less.
Yet you're so above me.
I'll take my time you memory is bliss.
The angel above me.

When I look at the stars they shine of your eyes.
The sky it burns bright with your presence tonight.
Yet your so above me and I cannot fly.
To the angel above me I long to be with. With.


Rufio - Above me

Dedicated to ...wait..dedicated to nobody haha. Im not eyein ne one rite now...so yah..DEDICATED TO ME THEN!!! :D! Nite everyone. Be good.
posted by Philip at 12:46 AM